Just Actors

By Nana Dadzie Ghansah

“My formula for greatness in a human being is amor fati: that one wants nothing to be different, not forward, not backward, not in all eternity. Not merely bear what is necessary, still less conceal it — all idealism is mendacity in the face of what is necessary — but love it.”

- From “Ecce Homo” by Friedrich Nietzsche, 1900

In his memoir, Joe Biden wrote about his struggles after he lost his wife and daughter in 1972:

“I liked to go at night when I thought there was a better chance of finding a fight. I was always looking for a fight. I had not known I was capable of such rage. I knew I had been cheated of a future, but I felt I’d been cheated of a past, too. The underpinnings of my life had been kicked out from under me… and it wasn’t just the loss of Neilia and Naomi. All my life I’d been taught about our benevolent God. This is a forgiving God, a just God, a God who knows people make mistakes. This is a God who is tolerant. This is a God who gave us free will to be able to doubt. This was a loving God, a God of comfort. Well, I didn’t want to hear anything about a merciful God. No words, no prayer, no sermon gave me ease. I felt God had played a horrible trick on me, and I was angry. I found no comfort in the Church. So I kept walking the dark streets to try to exhaust the rage.”